I need this in my life.
If it had to be my birthday to finally have this kind of wake up call then i’ll see this as a birthday gift from LIFE, and thankfully make changes accordingly.
I am done trying to fake smiles, conversations,& forcing my efforts in pursuing these false relationships. I am thankful to have real friends and relationships to those who are genuine and respectful. For who it concerns, if you don’t even want to - then i don’t want you to talk or hang out with me. Please spare me ! I’m pretty capable at telling apart true rationalizations from clear cut lies. lets be real!
I do not wish to keep anyone (friend or family member) close or around in my life that just brings stress, bullshit & drama, and nothing else to even gain upon with. i’ll spare my breath giving advice to ignorant hard heads who throw my helping hand out away— Im done being treated like a door mat to those. AND YES i know if you have said anything behind my back, & i do give a fuck anymore. Go move on with your other similar egotistical bullshitting relationships.
The only relationships i wish to keep are those that will help me grow & It’s time to flourish in MY LIFE. Even if it is late in season, it’s time to pull out these fucking weeds.
i’ve become a rebel, i’ve overlooked things;
this song of truth shall be my guide